My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition)

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1	ⲟⲩⲟⲣⲅⲏ ⲟⲩϭⲱⲛⲧ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩϭⲱⲛⲧ ⲟⲩⲥⲁϩⲟⲩ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩⲥⲁϩⲟⲩ ⲟⲩϩⲁⲡ ⲙⲛⲟⲩⲥⲛⲟϥ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩϩⲁⲡ ⲙⲛⲟⲩⲥⲛⲟϥ ⲉϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲉϫⲛⲧⲁⲡⲉ ⲛⲛⲉⲧⲉⲓⲣⲉ ⲏ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲉⲓⲣⲉ ⲛⲛⲓϩⲃⲏⲟⲩⲉ ⲙⲡⲟⲛⲏⲣⲟⲛ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛϩⲏⲧⲛ ⲛⲟⲩⲟⲉⲓϣ ⲛⲓⲙ	ⲟⲩⲟⲣⲅⲏ ⲟⲩϫⲱⲛⲧ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩϫⲱⲛⲧ ⲟⲩⲥⲁϩⲟⲩⲓ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩⲥⲁϩⲟⲩⲓ ⲟⲩϩⲁⲡ ⲛⲉⲙ ⲟⲩⲥ̀ⲛⲟϥ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩϩⲁⲡ ⲛⲉⲙ ⲟⲩⲥ̀ⲛⲟϥ ⲉϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲧ̀ⲁ̀ⲫⲉ ⲛ̀ⲛⲉⲧⲓ̀ⲣⲓ ⲓⲉ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲓ̀ⲣⲓ ⲛ̀ⲛⲁⲓϩⲃⲏⲩⲉ ⲛ̀ⲡⲟⲛⲏⲣⲟⲛ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧⲛ ⲛ̀ⲥⲏⲟⲩ ⲛⲓⲃⲉⲛ	ouorgy ougōnt èjen ougōnt ousahoui èjen ousahoui ouhap nem ous̀nof èjen ouhap nem ous̀nof ehrai èjen t̀àfe ǹnetìri ie netnaìri ǹnaihvyve ǹponyron hrai ǹxytn ǹsyou niven	draft · highWrath, anger upon anger, curse upon curse, judgment and blood upon judgment and blood, upon the head of those who do or will do these evil works among you at any time,
2	ⲛⲑⲉ ⲟⲛ ⲉⲧⲉⲟⲩⲛⲁ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩⲛⲁ ⲟⲩⲥⲙⲟⲩ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩⲥⲙⲟⲩ ⲟⲩⲭⲁⲣⲓⲥ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩⲭⲁⲣⲓⲥ ⲟⲩϭⲟⲙ ⲉϫⲛⲟⲩⲙⲛⲧϫⲱⲱⲣⲉ ⲉϫⲛⲧⲁⲡⲉ ⲛⲛⲉⲧⲉⲓⲣⲉ ⲏ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲉⲓⲣⲉ ⲛϩⲉⲛⲙⲛⲧⲙⲉ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛϩⲏⲧⲛ ⲛⲟⲩⲟⲉⲓϣ ⲛⲓⲙ .	ⲛ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲟⲛ ⲉ̀ⲧⲉ ⲟⲩⲛⲁ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩⲛⲁ ⲟⲩⲥ̀ⲙⲟⲩ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩⲥ̀ⲙⲟⲩ ⲟⲩⲭⲁⲣⲓⲥ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩⲭⲁⲣⲓⲥ ⲟⲩϫⲟⲙ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲟⲩⲙⲉⲧϫⲱⲣ ⲉ̀ϫⲉⲛ ⲧ̀ⲁ̀ⲫⲉ ⲛ̀ⲛⲉⲧⲓ̀ⲣⲓ ⲓⲉ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲓ̀ⲣⲓ ⲛ̀ϩⲁⲛⲙⲉⲑⲙⲏⲓ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧⲛ ⲛ̀ⲟⲩⲟⲉⲓϣ ⲛⲓⲃⲉⲛ.	ǹf̀ryti on ète ouna èjen ouna ous̀mou èjen ous̀mou ouxaris èjen ouxaris ougom èjen oumetgōr èjen t̀àfe ǹnetìri ie netnaìri ǹhanmeθmyi hrai ǹxytn ǹouoeiṡ niven.	draft · highjust as there is mercy upon mercy, blessing upon blessing, grace upon grace, power upon strength, upon the head of those who do or will do truth among you at any time.
3	ⲏ ⲟⲩ ⲡⲁⲣⲁⲡϣⲓ ⲛⲟⲩ ⲛⲧⲟϥ ⲡⲉ ⲡⲓϣⲁϫⲉ ϫⲉⲧⲱⲱⲃⲉ ⲏ ϫⲉϫⲓⲕⲃⲁ ⲉϩⲟⲩⲉ ϩⲁϩ ⲛϣⲁϫⲉ ⲛⲧⲉⲓϩⲉ ⲉⲁⲓϫⲟⲟⲩ ϩⲙⲡⲁⲙⲕⲁϩ ⲛϩⲏⲧ ⲉⲛⲧⲁⲓ	Ⲓⲉ ⲟⲩ ⲡⲁⲣⲁⲡ̀ϣⲓ ⲛ̀ⲟⲩ ⲛ̀ⲑⲟϥ ⲡⲉ ⲡⲁⲓⲥⲁϫⲓ ϫⲉ ⲧⲱⲱⲃⲉ ⲓⲉ ϫⲉ ϫⲓⲕⲃⲁ ⲉ̀ϩⲟⲧⲉ ϩⲁϩ ⲛ̀ⲥⲁϫⲓ ⲛ̀ⲡⲁⲓⲣⲏϯ ⲉⲁⲓϫⲟⲟⲩ ϧⲉⲛ ⲡⲁⲙ̀ⲕⲁϩ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲧ ⲉⲧⲁⲓ	Ie ou parap̀ṡi ǹou ǹθof pe paisaji je tōōve ie je jikva èhote hah ǹsaji ǹpairyti eaigoou xen pam̀kah ǹhyt etai	draft · mediumOr what (is) beyond measure in this word, 'Repay', or 'Take vengeance', more than many such words which I spoke in my pain of heart, which I
4	ϫⲟⲟϥ ⲉⲧⲉⲧⲛⲥⲱⲧⲙ ⲛⲉⲥⲛⲏⲩ ϩⲙⲡⲙⲁ ⲛⲧⲁⲛϩⲙⲟⲟⲥ ⲙⲙⲁⲩ ϩⲓⲡⲧⲟⲟⲩ ⲡⲃⲟⲗ ⲛⲧⲥⲩⲛⲁⲅⲱⲅⲏ ⲉⲛϩⲏⲛ ⲉϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲉⲧⲡⲉⲧⲣⲁ ⲏ ⲧⲥⲓⲃⲧ	ϫⲟϥ ⲉⲧⲉⲧⲉⲛⲥⲱⲧⲉⲙ ⲛ̀ⲥ̀ⲛⲏⲟⲩ ϧⲉⲛ ⲡ̀ⲙⲁ ⲉⲧⲁⲛϩⲉⲙⲥⲓ ⲙ̀ⲙⲁⲩ ϩⲓ ⲡ̀ⲧⲱⲟⲩ ⲡ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ⲛ̀ⲧ̀ⲥⲩⲛⲁⲅⲱⲅⲏ ⲉⲛϩⲏⲛ ⲉ̀ϧⲟⲩⲛ ⲉ̀ⲧ̀ⲡⲉⲧⲣⲁ ⲓⲉ ⲧ̀ⲥⲓⲃⲧ	gof etetensōtem ǹs̀nyou xen p̀ma etanhemsi m̀mav hi p̀tōou p̀vol ǹt̀sinaġōgy enhyn èxoun èt̀petra ie t̀sivt	draft · highspoke while you listened, brothers, in the place where we sat on the mountain outside the congregation, as we drew near to the rock or the hill,
5	ϫⲉⲛⲧⲁⲓⲧⲛⲛⲟⲟⲩ ⲛⲥⲱⲧⲛ ⲟⲛ ⲙⲡⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲧⲣⲉⲧⲉⲧⲛⲉⲓⲙⲉ ϫⲉⲡⲙⲕⲁϩ ⲛϩⲏⲧ ⲥⲁϣⲉ ⲛⲑⲉ ⲉⲛⲧⲁⲧⲉⲧⲛⲛⲁⲩ ⲉⲡⲉϥⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲉϥⲣϩⲟⲩⲟ ϩⲙⲡⲕⲱⲧⲉ ⲙⲡⲙⲁ ⲛⲧⲁⲓϫⲟⲟⲥ ⲛⲏⲧⲛ ⲉⲧⲃⲏⲏⲧϥ ϫⲉⲉⲛⲧⲁⲡⲛⲟⲩⲧⲉ ϣⲁϫⲉ ⲁⲛ ⲛⲙⲙⲁⲓ ϫⲉⲛⲛⲉⲟⲩⲁ ⲙⲉⲉⲩⲉ ⲟⲛ ⲉϩⲟⲩⲟ ⲉⲑⲉ ⲉⲧϥⲥⲱⲧⲙ ⲉⲣⲟⲓ ⲙⲙⲟⲥ	ϫⲉ ⲛⲧⲁⲓⲟⲩⲱⲣⲡ ⲛ̀ⲥⲱⲧⲉⲛ ⲟⲛ ⲛ̀ⲫⲟⲟⲩ ⲉ̀ⲑⲣⲉⲧⲉⲧⲉⲛⲉⲙⲓ ϫⲉ ⲡ̀ⲙ̀ⲕⲁϩ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲧ ⲥⲁϣⲉ ⲛ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲉⲧⲁⲣⲉⲧⲉⲛⲛⲁⲩ ⲉ̀ⲡⲉϥⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲉϥⲉⲣϩⲟⲩⲟ ϧⲉⲛ ⲡ̀ⲕⲱϯ ⲛ̀ⲡ̀ⲙⲁ ⲉⲧⲁⲓϫⲟⲥ ⲛⲱⲧⲉⲛ ⲉⲑⲃⲏⲧϥ ϫⲉ ⲉ̀ⲧⲁ ⲫ̀ⲛⲟⲩϯ ⲥⲁϫⲓ ⲁⲛ ⲛⲉⲙⲏⲓ ϫⲉ ⲛ̀ⲛⲉⲟⲩⲁⲓ ⲙⲉⲩⲓ ⲟⲛ ⲉ̀ϩⲟⲩⲟ̀ ⲉ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲉⲧϥⲥⲱⲧⲉⲙ ⲉ̀ⲣⲟⲓ ⲙ̀ⲙⲟⲥ	je ntaiouōrp ǹsōten on ǹfoou èθretetenemi je p̀m̀kah ǹhyt saṡe ǹf̀ryti etaretennav èpefsiṡe eferhouo xen p̀kōti ǹp̀ma etaigos nōten eθvytf je èta f̀nouti saji an nemyi je ǹneouai mevi on èhouò èf̀ryti etfsōtem èroi m̀mos	draft · mediumfor I sent for you again today so that you might know that pain of heart is bitter, as you saw its bitterness exceeding (all) around the place about which I told you - not that God spoke with me, lest anyone think more of me than what he hears from me -
6	ⲁⲗⲗⲁ ϫⲉⲡⲙⲁ ⲡⲉ ⲡⲁⲓ ⲛⲧⲁⲩⲕⲱ ⲛⲟⲩϫⲣⲟⲡ ϩⲁⲣⲁⲧ ⲉⲧⲙⲕⲁⲁⲧ ⲉⲉⲓ ⲛⲏⲧⲛ ⲉϩⲟⲩⲛ ϩⲙⲡⲉϩⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲛⲧⲁⲓϫⲟⲟⲥ ⲛⲏⲧⲛ ϫⲉⲁϣ ⲡⲉ ⲁⲩⲱ ϫⲉϣⲁϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲉⲧⲉⲛⲟⲩ ⲛⲱⲛⲉ ⲛϫⲣⲟⲛ ϩⲓⲧⲉϩⲓⲏ	ⲁⲗⲗⲁ ϫⲉ ⲡ̀ⲙⲁ ⲡⲉ ⲫⲁⲓ ⲉ̀ⲧⲁⲩⲭⲱ ⲛ̀ⲟⲩϭⲣⲟⲡ ϧⲁⲣⲁⲧ ⲉⲧⲛⲭⲁⲧ ⲉⲓ ⲛⲱⲧⲉⲛ ⲉ̀ϧⲟⲩⲛ ϧⲉⲛ ⲡ̀ⲉ̀ϩⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲧⲁⲓϫⲟⲥ ⲛⲱⲧⲉⲛ ϫⲉ ⲁϣ ⲡⲉ ⲟⲩⲟϩ ϫⲉ ϣⲁ ϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲉ̀ϯⲛⲟⲩ ⲛ̀ⲱⲛⲓ ⲛ̀ϫⲣⲟⲛ ϩⲓ ⲫ̀ⲙⲱⲓⲧ	alla je p̀ma pe fai ètavkō ǹouċrop xarat etnkat ei nōten èxoun xen p̀èhoou etaigos nōten je aṡ pe ouoh je ṡa houn ètinou ǹōni ǹgron hi f̀mōit	draft · mediumbut that this is the place where they set a stumbling block before me, to prevent me from coming in to you, on the day I told you what it was, and that up to now there are stones of stumbling on the road.
7	ⲁⲩⲱ ϩⲙⲡⲁⲓ ⲉⲛⲧⲁⲓϫⲟⲟⲥ ϫⲉⲛⲑⲉ ⲉⲧⲉⲙⲡⲉⲓⲥⲱⲟⲩϩ ⲉϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲛⲙⲙⲏⲧⲛ ϩⲛⲟⲩⲥⲟⲟⲩⲧⲛ ⲏ ⲟⲩⲧⲱⲧ ⲛϩⲏⲧ ⲉϣⲗⲏⲗ ⲏ ⲛⲧⲟϥ ⲉⲙⲉϣⲧⲟⲩϣⲁϫⲉ ⲛⲧⲉⲡⲛⲟⲩⲧⲉ ⲉⲓⲥϩⲟⲩⲟ ⲉⲥⲁϣϥ ⲛⲉⲃⲟⲧ ⲛϯⲛⲁⲥⲱⲟⲩϩ ⲁⲛ ⲟⲛ ⲧⲉⲛⲟⲩ .	ⲟⲩⲟϩ ϧⲉⲛ ⲫⲁⲓ ⲉⲧⲁⲓϫⲟⲥ ϫⲉ ⲛ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲉ̀ⲧⲉ ⲙ̀ⲡⲉⲓⲥⲱⲟⲩϩ ⲉ̀ϧⲟⲩⲛ ⲛⲉⲙⲱⲧⲉⲛ ϧⲉⲛ ⲟⲩⲥⲟⲟⲩⲧⲛ ⲓⲉ ⲟⲩⲧⲱⲧ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲧ ⲉ̀ϣ̀ⲗⲏⲗ ⲓⲉ ⲛ̀ⲑⲟϥ ⲉ̀ⲙⲉϣⲧⲟⲩⲥⲁϫⲓ ⲛ̀ⲧⲉ ⲫ̀ⲛⲟⲩϯ ⲓⲥϩⲟⲩⲟ̀ ⲉ̀ϣⲁϣϥ ⲛ̀ⲉⲃⲟⲧ ⲛ̀ϯⲛⲁⲥⲱⲟⲩϩ ⲁⲛ ⲟⲛ ϯⲛⲟⲩ.	ouoh xen fai etaigos je ǹf̀ryti ète m̀peisōouh èxoun nemōten xen ousooutn ie outōt ǹhyt èṡ̀lyl ie ǹθof èmeṡtousaji ǹte f̀nouti is·houò èṡaṡf ǹevot ǹtinasōouh an on tinou.	draft · lowAnd in this I said that, just as I have not gathered with you in uprightness or with contentment of heart to pray, since you do not heed(?) the word of God - behold, more than six months - I will not gather now either.
8	ⲉⲧⲃⲉⲟⲩ ϩⲱⲱϥ .	Ⲉⲑⲃⲉ ⲟⲩ ϩⲱϥ.	Eθve ou hōf.	draft · highWhy, indeed?
9	ⲙⲏ ⲉⲃⲟⲗ ⲁⲛ ϫⲉϯⲁⲡⲥ ⲛⲣⲱⲙⲉ ⲛⲧⲁⲡⲛⲟⲩⲧⲉ ⲁⲁⲩ ⲛϣⲙⲙⲟ ⲉⲣⲟⲛ ϩⲛⲉⲃⲟⲧ ⲥⲛⲁⲩ ⲉⲧⲃⲉ ⲛⲓϩⲃⲏⲟⲩⲉ ⲛⲗⲟⲓⲙⲟⲥ ⲉⲧⲉⲙⲡⲉⲛⲥⲁϩⲱⲛ ⲉⲃⲟⲗ ⲙⲙⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲧⲙⲁⲁⲩ ϣⲁϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲉⲧⲉⲛⲟⲩ ⲉⲓⲧⲉ ϩⲟⲟⲩⲧ ⲉⲓⲧⲉ ⲥϩⲓⲙⲉ .	Ⲙⲏ ⲉ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ⲁⲛ ϫⲉ ϯⲁⲡⲥ ⲛ̀ⲣⲱⲙⲓ ⲉ̀ⲧⲁ ⲫ̀ⲛⲟⲩϯ ⲁⲓⲟⲩ ⲛ̀ϣⲉⲙⲙⲟ ⲉ̀ⲣⲟⲛ ϧⲉⲛ ⲉⲃⲟⲧ ⲥ̀ⲛⲁⲩ ⲉⲑⲃⲉ ⲛⲁⲓϩⲃⲏⲩⲉ ⲛ̀ⲗⲟⲓⲙⲟⲥ ⲉ̀ⲧⲉ ⲙ̀ⲡⲉⲛⲥⲁϩⲱⲛ ⲉ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ⲙ̀ⲙⲱⲟⲩ ⲉ̀ϣⲧⲉⲙⲁⲓⲟⲩ ϣⲁ ϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲉ̀ϯⲛⲟⲩ ⲓⲧⲉ ϩⲱⲟⲩⲧ ⲓⲧⲉ ⲥϩⲓⲙⲓ.	My èvol an je tiap·s ǹrōmi èta f̀nouti aiou ǹṡemmo èron xen evot s̀nav eθve naihvyve ǹloimos ète m̀pensahōn èvol m̀mōou èṡtemaiou ṡa houn ètinou ite hōout ite s·himi.	draft · mediumIs it not because of the number of people whom God made strangers to us in two months, because of these pestilential works from which we have not withdrawn until now, whether male or female?
10	ⲛⲁϣ ⲛϩⲉ ⲉⲩⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲁⲛ ⲡⲉ	Ⲛ̀ⲁϣ ⲛ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲁⲣⲉⲟⲩⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲁⲛ ⲡⲉ	Ǹaṡ ǹryti areousiṡe an pe	draft · highHow is it not bitter,
11	ⲡⲉⲙⲕⲁϩ ⲛϩⲏⲧ ⲉⲣⲉⲛⲉϥϩⲃⲏⲩⲉ ⲛⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲣⲙⲛⲧⲣⲉ ϩⲁⲣⲟϥ ⲏ ⲉⲩⲧⲏϩ ⲛⲙⲙⲁϥ ⲛⲑⲉ ⲛⲟⲩⲛⲕⲁ ⲉϥϩⲟⲗϭ ⲉⲁⲩⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲉϥⲟϣ ⲉϥⲧⲏϩ ⲛⲙⲙⲁϥ ϥⲓ ⲙⲙⲁⲩ ⲙⲡⲉϩⲗⲟϭ ⲉⲧⲛϩⲏⲧϥ	ⲡ̀ⲙ̀ⲕⲁϩ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲧ ⲉ̀ⲣⲉⲛⲉϥϩ̀ⲃⲏⲟⲩⲓ̀ ⲛ̀ⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲉⲣⲙⲉⲑⲣⲉ ϧⲁⲣⲟϥ ⲓⲉ ⲉⲩⲧⲏϩ ⲛⲉⲙⲁϥ ⲛ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲛ̀ⲟⲩⲉⲛⲭⲁⲓ ⲉϥϩⲟⲗϫ ⲉⲁⲩⲥⲓϣⲉ ⲉϥⲟϣ ⲉϥⲧⲏϩ ⲛⲉⲙⲁϥ ϥⲁⲓ ⲙ̀ⲙⲁⲩ ⲛ̀ⲡ̀ϩ̀ⲗⲟϫ ⲉⲧⲛϧⲏⲧϥ	p̀m̀kah ǹhyt èrenefh̀vyouì ǹsiṡe ermeθre xarof ie evtyh nemaf ǹf̀ryti ǹouenkai efholg eavsiṡe efoṡ eftyh nemaf fai m̀mav ǹp̀h̀log etnxytf	draft · mediumthe pain of heart to which its works of bitterness bear witness, or which are mixed with it, like a sweet thing with which much gall has been mixed, taking away the sweetness that is in it,
12	ⲛⲑⲉ ⲛⲧⲁⲛⲡⲱϩ ⲛⲛⲓϣⲧⲏⲛ ⲉⲁⲛⲥⲱⲗⲡ ⲛⲛⲁⲛⲥⲱⲛⲏ ⲛⲛⲉⲛⲧⲁⲩⲣⲛⲟⲃⲉ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛϩⲏⲧⲛ ⲛⲑⲉ ⲛϩⲉⲛⲙⲁⲧⲟⲓ ϫⲉⲁⲩⲣⲛⲟⲃⲉ ⲉⲡⲉⲩⲣⲣⲟ ⲓ︦ⲥ︦	ⲛ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲉⲧⲁⲛⲫⲱϧ ⲛ̀ⲛⲁⲓϣⲑⲏⲛ ⲉⲁⲛⲥⲱⲗⲡ ⲛ̀ⲛⲁⲛⲥⲱⲛⲏ ⲛ̀ⲛⲉⲧⲁⲩⲉⲣⲛⲟⲃⲓ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧⲛ ⲛ̀ⲫ̀ⲣⲏϯ ⲛ̀ϩⲁⲛⲙⲁⲧⲟⲓ ϫⲉ ⲁⲩⲉⲣⲛⲟⲃⲓ ⲉ̀ⲡⲟⲩⲟⲩⲣⲟ ⲓⲏⲥⲟⲩⲥ	ǹf̀ryti etanfōx ǹnaiṡθyn eansōlp ǹnansōny ǹnetavernovi hrai ǹxytn ǹf̀ryti ǹhanmatoi je avernovi èpououro iysous	draft · mediumas when we tore these garments, having cut off our brothers who sinned among us, like soldiers who sinned against their king Jesus.
13	ⲁⲛⲡⲱⲧ ⲛⲥⲱⲟⲩ ⲁⲛϫⲟⲟⲩⲥⲟⲩ ⲉⲃⲟⲗ ⲛϩⲏⲧⲛ ⲉⲛⲉⲛⲥⲛⲏⲩ ⲛⲉ ⲉⲛⲉⲛϣⲏⲣⲉ ⲛⲉ ⲉⲛⲉⲛϣⲃⲣϩⲙϩⲁⲗ ⲛⲉ ⲉⲛⲉⲛϣⲃⲣⲙⲁⲧⲟⲓ ⲛⲉ ⲙⲡⲓϫⲟⲉⲓⲥ ⲛⲟⲩⲱⲧ ⲡⲛⲟⲩⲧⲉ ⲡⲣⲣⲟ ⲡⲡⲁⲛⲧⲟⲕⲣⲁⲧⲱⲣ .	ⲁⲛⲫⲱⲧ ⲛ̀ⲥⲱⲟⲩ ⲁⲛϫⲟⲟⲩⲥⲟⲩ ⲉ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧⲛ ⲉⲛⲉⲛⲥ̀ⲛⲏⲟⲩ ⲛⲉ ⲉⲛⲉⲛϣⲏⲣⲓ ⲛⲉ ⲉⲛⲉⲛϣⲃⲣϩⲙϩⲁⲗ ⲛⲉ ⲉⲛⲉⲛϣⲃⲣⲙⲁⲧⲟⲓ ⲛⲉ ⲛ̀ⲡⲁⲓϭⲟⲓⲥ ⲛ̀ⲟⲩⲱⲧ ⲫ̀ⲛⲟⲩϯ ⲡ̀ⲟⲩⲣⲟ ⲡⲓⲡⲁⲛⲧⲟⲕⲣⲁⲧⲱⲣ.	anfōt ǹsōou angoousou èvol ǹxytn enens̀nyou ne enenṡyri ne enenṡvrhmhal ne enenṡvrmatoi ne ǹpaiċois ǹouōt f̀nouti p̀ouro pipantokratōr.	draft · highWe pursued them, we cast them out from among us, though they were our brothers, our sons, our fellow servants, our fellow soldiers of the one Lord, God the King, the Almighty.
14	ⲱ ⲡⲓⲛⲟϭ ⲛϩⲏⲃⲉ	Ⲱ̀ ⲡⲁⲓⲛⲓϣϯ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲃⲓ	Ṑ painiṡti ǹhyvi	draft · highO the great mourning!
15	ⲉⲃⲟⲗ ϫⲉⲉϣϫⲉ ⲟⲩⲙⲕⲁϩ ⲛϩⲏⲧ ⲡⲉ ϫⲉⲁⲡⲛⲟⲩⲧⲉ ⲛⲟⲩϫⲉ ⲉⲃⲟⲗ ϩⲛⲛⲉϥⲥⲩⲛⲁⲅⲱⲅⲏ ⲛⲛⲉⲛⲧⲁⲩⲧⲁϩⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲩⲉⲓⲣⲉ ⲛϩⲉⲛⲃⲟⲧⲉ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛϩⲏⲧⲛ ⲛⲥⲉⲛⲁϣⲱⲱⲧ ⲣⲱ ⲁⲛ ⲙⲡⲟⲉⲓⲕ ⲙⲛⲡⲙⲟⲟⲩ ϩⲙⲡⲙⲁ ⲉⲛⲧⲁⲡⲟⲩⲁ ⲡⲟⲩⲁ ⲟⲩⲉϣⲃⲱⲕ ⲉⲣⲟϥ	ⲉ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ϫⲉ ⲓⲥϫⲉ ⲟⲩⲙ̀ⲕⲁϩ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲧ ⲡⲉ ϫⲉ ⲁ ⲫ̀ⲛⲟⲩϯ ⲛⲟⲩϫⲉ ⲉ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ϧⲉⲛ ⲛⲉϥⲥⲩⲛⲁⲅⲱⲅⲏ ⲛ̀ⲛⲉⲧⲁⲩⲧⲁϩⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲩⲓ̀ⲣⲓ ⲛ̀ϩⲁⲛⲃⲱϯ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧⲛ ⲛ̀ⲧⲟⲩⲛⲁϣⲱⲱⲧ ⲣⲱ ⲁⲛ ⲛ̀ⲡⲱⲓⲕ ⲛⲉⲙ ⲫ̀ⲙⲟⲩ ϧⲉⲛ ⲡ̀ⲙⲁ ⲉ̀ⲧⲁ ⲡ̀ⲟⲩⲁⲓ ⲡ̀ⲟⲩⲁⲓ ⲟⲩⲉϣⲃⲱⲕ ⲉ̀ⲣⲟϥ	èvol je isje oum̀kah ǹhyt pe je a f̀nouti nouje èvol xen nefsinaġōgy ǹnetavtahoou evìri ǹhanvōti hrai ǹxytn ǹtounaṡōōt rō an ǹpōik nem f̀mou xen p̀ma èta p̀ouai p̀ouai oueṡvōk èrof	draft · highFor if it is a pain of heart that God has cast out of his congregations those who were caught doing abominations among us - and they will surely not lack bread and water in the place to which each one wishes to go -
16	ⲉⲓⲉ ⲟⲩⲙⲕⲁϩ ⲛϩⲏⲧ ⲛⲟⲩⲏⲣ ⲡⲉ ϩⲙⲡⲙⲁ ⲉⲧⲛⲛⲁⲃⲱⲕ ⲉⲙⲁⲩ ⲉⲛⲛⲁⲩ ⲉⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲙⲟⲩ ϩⲛⲛⲉⲩϩⲃⲏⲩⲉ ⲛⲕⲣⲟϥ ⲉⲧⲟⲩⲉⲓⲣⲉ ⲙⲙⲟⲟⲩ ⲛϩⲱⲡ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ϩⲛⲛⲓⲥⲩⲛⲁⲅⲱⲅⲏ ⲉⲩⲛⲟⲩϫⲉ ⲙⲙⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲃⲟⲗ ϩⲛⲙⲙⲁ ⲛⲙⲧⲟⲛ ⲉⲧϩⲛⲧⲙⲛⲧⲉⲣⲟ ⲛⲙⲡⲏⲩⲉ ⲉϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲉⲡⲕⲱϩⲧ ⲉⲧⲉⲙⲉϥⲱϣⲙ ⲡⲙⲁ ⲉⲧⲉⲙⲛⲙⲟⲟⲩ ⲉⲙⲛⲟⲉⲓⲕ ⲛϩⲏⲧϥ ⲉⲙⲛⲗⲁⲁⲩ ⲙⲙⲟⲧⲛⲉⲥ ⲛϩⲏⲧϥ .	ⲓⲉ ⲟⲩⲙ̀ⲕⲁϩ ⲛ̀ϩⲏⲧ ⲛ̀ⲟⲩⲏⲣ ⲡⲉ ϧⲉⲛ ⲡ̀ⲙⲁ ⲉⲧⲛⲛⲁⲃⲱⲕ ⲙ̀ⲙⲁⲩ ⲉⲛⲛⲁⲩ ⲉ̀ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲙⲟⲩ ϧⲉⲛ ⲛⲟⲩϩ̀ⲃⲏⲟⲩⲓ̀ ⲛ̀ⲭ̀ⲣⲟϥ ⲉⲧⲟⲩⲓ̀ⲣⲓ ⲙ̀ⲙⲱⲟⲩ ⲛ̀ϩⲱⲡ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ϧⲉⲛ ⲛⲁⲓⲥⲩⲛⲁⲅⲱⲅⲏ ⲉⲩⲛⲟⲩϫⲉ ⲙ̀ⲙⲱⲟⲩ ⲉ̀ⲃⲟⲗ ϧⲉⲛ ⲛ̀ⲙⲁ ⲛ̀ⲙ̀ⲧⲟⲛ ⲉⲧϧⲉⲛ ⲧ̀ⲙⲉⲧⲟⲩⲣⲟ ⲛ̀ⲛ̀ⲫⲏⲟⲩⲓ̀ ⲉϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲉ̀ⲡ̀ⲭ̀ⲣⲱⲙ ⲉ̀ⲧⲉ ⲙⲡⲁϥⲱϣⲉⲙ ⲡ̀ⲙⲁ ⲉ̀ⲧⲉ ⲙ̀ⲙⲟⲛ ⲙⲟⲩ ⲉⲙ̀ⲙⲟⲛ ⲱⲓⲕ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧϥ ⲉⲙ̀ⲙⲟⲛ ⲗⲁⲁⲩ ⲛ̀ⲙⲟⲧⲛⲉⲥ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧϥ.	ie oum̀kah ǹhyt ǹouyr pe xen p̀ma etnnavōk m̀mav ennav ènetnamou xen nouh̀vyouì ǹk̀rof etouìri m̀mōou ǹhōp hrai xen naisinaġōgy evnouje m̀mōou èvol xen ǹma ǹm̀ton etxen t̀metouro ǹǹfyouì ehrai èp̀k̀rōm ète mpafōṡem p̀ma ète m̀mon mou em̀mon ōik ǹxytf em̀mon laav ǹmotnes ǹxytf.	draft · highthen how great a pain of heart will it be in the place to which we shall go, when we see those who will die in their deceitful works, which they do secretly in these congregations, being cast out of the places of rest in the kingdom of heaven into the fire that is not quenched, the place where there is no water, no bread in it, no rest at all in it.
17	ⲥⲱⲧⲙ ⲉⲡⲉⲓϣⲁϫⲉ ⲛⲧⲛϯϩⲧⲏⲛ ⲉⲣⲟϥ	Ⲥⲱⲧⲉⲙ ⲉ̀ⲡⲁⲓⲥⲁϫⲓ ⲛ̀ⲧⲉⲧⲉⲛϯϩⲧⲏⲛ ⲉ̀ⲣⲟϥ	Sōtem èpaisaji ǹtetentihtyn èrof	draft · highHear this word and let us give heed to it:
18	ⲛⲉⲧⲙⲟⲩ ⲟⲛ ⲏ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲙⲟⲩ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛϩⲏⲧⲛ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲛⲁϫⲟⲟⲥ ⲉⲣⲟⲟⲩ ⲧⲏⲣⲟⲩ	ⲛⲉⲧⲙⲟⲩ ⲟⲛ ⲓⲉ ⲛⲉⲧⲛⲁⲙⲟⲩ ϩⲣⲁⲓ ⲛ̀ϧⲏⲧⲛ ⲛⲁⲧⲉⲛⲛⲁϫⲟⲥ ⲉ̀ⲣⲱⲟⲩ ⲧⲏⲣⲟⲩ	netmou on ie netnamou hrai ǹxytn natennagos èrōou tyrou	draft · highthose among us who die, or who will die, of whom we shall all say
19	ϫⲉϩⲉⲛⲇⲓⲕⲁⲓⲟⲥ ⲛⲉ ⲏ ϫⲉϩⲉⲛⲡⲁⲣⲑⲉⲛⲟⲥ ⲛⲉ ⲏ ϫⲉⲁⲩⲃⲱⲕ ⲉϩⲟⲩⲛ ⲉⲡⲱⲛϩ ⲏ ϫⲉⲁⲩϫⲓ ⲙⲡⲉⲕⲗⲟⲙ .	ϫⲉ ϩⲁⲛⲇⲓⲕⲉⲟⲥ ⲛⲉ ⲓⲉ ϫⲉ ϩⲁⲛⲡⲁⲣⲑⲉⲛⲟⲥ ⲛⲉ ⲓⲉ ϫⲉ ⲁⲩⲃⲱⲕ ⲉ̀ϧⲟⲩⲛ ⲉ̀ⲡ̀ⲱⲛϧ ⲓⲉ ϫⲉ ⲁⲩϭⲓ ⲛ̀ⲡ̀ⲭ̀ⲗⲟⲙ.	je hanḋikeos ne ie je hanparθenos ne ie je avvōk èxoun èp̀ōnx ie je avċi ǹp̀k̀lom.	draft · highthat they are righteous, or that they are virgins, or that they have entered into life, or that they have received the crown.

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title: My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition)
dialect: sahidic
source: Coptic SCRIPTORIUM corpus "shenoute-crushed", document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86
licence: CC-BY 4.0
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attribution: My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition) from Coptic SCRIPTORIUM (https://copticscriptorium.org), corpus shenoute-crushed, document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86, version 5.0.0 (2024-05-06), annotations by Adeline Harrington, Caroline T. Schroeder, Lydia Bremer-McCollum; source edition Stephen Emmel. Licensed CC BY 4.0 (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/). Layers L1/L2 are modified: re-spelled (Cairene) / transliterated (Kemetic) by the Kemetic project, Yousef Hanna 2026.
annotation: segmentation checked · tagging checked · parsing automatic (SCRIPTORIUM meta.json; document version 5.0.0, 2024-05-06)
file: Monastic/Shenoute – Crushed/shenoute.crushed.FL83-86.sahidic.scriptorium.L0.txt
title: My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition) — Cairene
dialect: bohairic
source: generated from shenoute.crushed.FL83-86.sahidic.scriptorium.L0.txt (Coptic SCRIPTORIUM corpus "shenoute-crushed", document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86)
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attribution: My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition) from Coptic SCRIPTORIUM (https://copticscriptorium.org), corpus shenoute-crushed, document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86, version 5.0.0 (2024-05-06), annotations by Adeline Harrington, Caroline T. Schroeder, Lydia Bremer-McCollum; source edition Stephen Emmel. Licensed CC BY 4.0 (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/). Layers L1/L2 are modified: re-spelled (Cairene) / transliterated (Kemetic) by the Kemetic project, Yousef Hanna 2026.
annotation: segmentation checked · tagging checked · parsing automatic (SCRIPTORIUM meta.json; document version 5.0.0, 2024-05-06)
generated by: tools/sahidic_to_cairene.py (route D, C3a 2026-09-24; tier a, ROUTE-2 2026-09-26) then tools/cairene.py from_witness dialect=bohairic on the intermediate (L1 = Cairene(N_B(D(N_S(L0)))), RI-038; word division church); Sahidic N stage counts: abbrev=1 lexeme_L1-S-4=2 lexeme_L1-S-5=1 stroke_unified=2 th_resolved=7 tokens=313
file: Monastic/Shenoute – Crushed/shenoute.crushed.FL83-86.sahidic.scriptorium.L1.txt
title: My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition) — Kemetic
dialect: bohairic
source: generated from shenoute.crushed.FL83-86.sahidic.scriptorium.L1.txt
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attribution: My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition) from Coptic SCRIPTORIUM (https://copticscriptorium.org), corpus shenoute-crushed, document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86, version 5.0.0 (2024-05-06), annotations by Adeline Harrington, Caroline T. Schroeder, Lydia Bremer-McCollum; source edition Stephen Emmel. Licensed CC BY 4.0 (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/). Layers L1/L2 are modified: re-spelled (Cairene) / transliterated (Kemetic) by the Kemetic project, Yousef Hanna 2026.
annotation: segmentation checked · tagging checked · parsing automatic (SCRIPTORIUM meta.json; document version 5.0.0, 2024-05-06)
generated by: tools/coptic_to_kemetic.py convert() on the L1 text (letter rules of DECISIONS.md 2026-09-08)
file: Monastic/Shenoute – Crushed/shenoute.crushed.FL83-86.sahidic.scriptorium.L2.txt
what it is: DRAFT English. Not a published translation: `existing` rows quote an aligned translation named in `basis`; `llm` rows are a language-model best guess from the dictionary gloss and context (Yousef asked for them, 2026-09-27; to be corrected later); check the source text before relying on any of it.
lines: 0 quoted · 0 quoted with the alignment not cross-checked · 19 model drafts (marked “draft”)

Cite as:

My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition). Coptic SCRIPTORIUM corpus "shenoute-crushed", document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86. Layers as published by the Kemetic project (Yousef Hanna), 2026: Coptic · Cairene · Kemetic, /doc/monastic/shenoute-crushed/shenoute.crushed.fl83-86.sahidic.scriptorium/. My Heart Is Crushed MONB.FL 83-86 (Amélineau edition) from Coptic SCRIPTORIUM (https://copticscriptorium.org), corpus shenoute-crushed, document shenoute.crushed.FL83-86, version 5.0.0 (2024-05-06), annotations by Adeline Harrington, Caroline T. Schroeder, Lydia Bremer-McCollum; source edition Stephen Emmel. Licensed CC BY 4.0 (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/). Layers L1/L2 are modified: re-spelled (Cairene) / transliterated (Kemetic) by the Kemetic project, Yousef Hanna 2026.

What the layers are

L0 witness
The text as its witness or edition has it, original spelling; its dialect is a description and is never standardized.

L0.5 transliteration
For Egyptian texts: the transliteration with the editors' marks turned into the symbols ° * < > _ ^ (ruled 2026-09-10). For papyri: the edition's Leiden marks as the same symbols, and the editors' readings beside the scribe's as ‹scribe→editors› (ruled PAP-3).

L1 Cairene
Standardized Greco-Bohairic spelling and grammar, generated by code from the layer above under the rulings of the project.

L2 Kemetic
The Kemetic alphabet, generated by code from L1.

English
Quoted translations where they exist, credited; otherwise model drafts, marked as drafts.